Uh..

Things have been odd here and there lately. Last night I went to a party and drank more than Ive ever done before. It was alot, and I am quite embarrassed of it, considering how badly I paid for it the next day at work. Having to get up at 7 am isn’t a good thing when youve been out all night. But at any rate, school is chugging along at a fast pace, two projects are due this sept 11th and another on the 16th. Ill be fine with them all, as well as my other two lectures.  I do begin to wonder if any one reads this blog, as no one has commented in the last month or so.

But anyways, I found some old love letters from my ex that i never received until after we had broken up. It was strange to read her words of such sincere love and affection and realize that she is probably with another and couldn’t give a shit about me right now. Talk about temporariness eh? SO i think ill use her letters in a piece, or at least do something with them. Maybe expose them to film paper and see what comes of it.

But speaking of temporariness, I find it saddening and amusing at the same time, a friend of mine (she had a crush on me back in HS) has finally gotten the guy she wanted for so long, but now they are leaving to go to separate collages. She just graduated HS obviously. Her mom really wishes she would just open herself up and accept that they will probably  not be together for long given the distances. I have to agree with her that statistically it wont happen but part of me wishes it will stick. She asked me last night for advice on long distance relationships and all i could tell her is to be prepared for alot of paranoia and jealously, she may not like it but thats what i have seen. But also to not close herself off to the prospects of other possible guys. She asked me about what if the guy does’nt care enough about her, and I flatly said, then ask him this, “what would you say if I told you i was with some one else?” Simple as it is, it covers all the bases in a single statement. The other would have little choice but to be honest. Also, she has to be prepared for the answer to that question.